I think that [love] it’s one of those things you hear people talk about like “I just knew.” I think that you just know. I think that really is a true thing and I don’t think love is ever going to be perfect and I think that when you are actually in a long relationship and you have to sustain it and work at it, I think that’s a very real thing and it’s not all pretty and sparkly and fairy tale-esque. And it doesn’t really have the stamp of Prince Charming but I think that he would listen to you at the end of a hard day and I think that he’d be there for you and feel like a teammate. But, you know, right now you have to be happy with just being by yourself and if something sneaks up on you, it sneaks up on you.
“I’d gone from wanting to jump out of the window because I was depressed and wanting to fill my body with damaging substances, to wanting to jump through the window because I was so happy.”